The great uneasy

Life has much uneasiness; that is certain. Always remember that and it will never surprise you.*
James Boswell

To walk into the beautiful unknown is not to reject home, but to seek its truest form – something ahead, not behind. To walk toward it is to walk through fire. Not to be punished. But to be remade.**
AleXander McManus

That which I am uneasy about
may yet be the making of me–
Not in the blink of an eye
but slowly as I repeat my steps.^

*Quoted in Mason Currey’s Daily Rituals;
**AleXander McManus’ Blue Moments;

^I am thinking that we each have within us the means to move into uneasiness, and a slow, long look at ourselves will find this. Drop me a line if you would like to find out more: geoffreybaines@gmail.com.

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Whatdayaknow?

You don’t chase the parade anymore. You’re an old king from some vanished country. You’re harder to programme. You’re not rushing to become anything, and you’re not haunted by the things that you did. You’re haunted by how little of it really mattered in the way you thought it would.*
Bob Dylan

it is the old people who are the bones of the entire healing and spiritual structure everywhere on the face of the earth**
Clarissa Pinkola Estés

In myths
the old people
are where the wildness is
found, being steeped
in the mysteries
they show me
the way.

People today … increasingly struggle with meaning because they have been deskilled in the deepest mysteries of life – mysteries that are deeply human because they could never even register with any other species.^

*Quoted in Austin Kleon’s blog: The air is getting hotter;
**Clarissa Pinkola Estés’ Women Who Run With The Wolves;

^Arthur Brooks’ The Meaning Of Your Life.

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What do you love to do?

To pass through the River-glass is to leave
something behind.
A name.
Some call it repentance.
Others call it awakening.
Some simply say: Let go.*

AleXander McManus

The recipe for frustration is taking on something that requires a whole person, but only giving it half your time.**
James Clear

My pearl of great price!
Yet I am not worthy of it,
I am not ready for it–
There are things
I must leave behind and
Things I must become–

*AleXander McManus’ Blue Moments;
**James Clear’s 3-2-1 newsletter: On protecting your mind, the recipe for frustration, and how to spark better conversation.

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An unfolding

To see the world clearly is one kind of bravery. To see ourselves clearly is another.*
AleXander McManus

I want to unfold. I don’t want to stay folded anymore, because where I am folded, I am a lie.**
Rainer Maria Rilke

It is not about
what I will be when
unfolded–
I doubt I will
ever see this
in one lifetime–
But it is in
my willingness
to unfold, sometimes
to be unfolded–
Openness as a state
for encountering
the brave
and generous and
enlightened life.

*AleXander McManus’ Blue Moments;
**Quoted in Anne Lamott’s Hallelujah Anyway.

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Gloriously limited

creativity is a journey, not a destination*
Bernadette Jiwa

Creativity is
your natural state–
Believing it has to look
like this or that, or have
certain freedoms
hides this from you–
It looks like you,
And your limitations are
why and how
you are creative–
Maybe stop to notice then
follow what you see.

*Bernadette Jiwa’s The Story Of Telling blog: Creativity Is A Journey.

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