Wild wandering

Look everywhere for difference … See the earth as source, … celebrate the genius in others, be not prepared against but for surprise.*
James Carse

Here is my desire,
To live this wilder existence
in clear view of the everyday and ordinary,
Which are never this and anything but –
Amen, amen.

*James Carse’s Finite and Infinite Games (my italics).

It’s a wonder-full life

When we satisfy our need for wild awe, it is good for our minds; we concentrate better, handle stresses with more resilience, and perform better on cognitive tests of different kinds.*
Dacher Keltner

The walks were magical and full of delight. Mr. Tayer seemed to have absolutely no self-consciousness, and he was always being carried away by wonder and astonishment over the simplest things. He was constantly and literally falling into love. … “Jeanne, look at the caterpillar. Ahhhhh!” I joined him on the ground to see what had evoked such a response.**
Jean Houston

We do not have to live in wild places to
encounter wild life;
It is all around us, and perhaps
all the more awesome for it:
I want what Mr. Tayer had,
A life orientated towards
surprise and wonder …
And a falling into love
wherever I am:
look everywhere for difference …
See the earth as source …
celebrate the genius in others,
be not prepared against
but for surprise.^

*Dacher Keltner’s Awe;
**Jean Houston’s A Mythic Life;
^James Carse’s Finite and Infinite Games.

Different for difference sake

Is the life I’m living the same as the life that wants to live in me?*
Parker Palmer

Myth has always demanded action.**
Karen Armstrong.

“Next time it will be different,”
But this time wasn’t, and
next time, well, it
may be, but, really, we know what we’re doing
is putting off having to admit that
it won’t be;
The alternative is to do something
different for the sake of
things turning out differently.

We don’t know what our lives can be until
we allow wonder to break in,
Allowing ourselves to be changed
by awe, and led into new explorations, so,
Perhaps a walk in nature
(large or small), would be
somewhere
to begin –
And if you tell yourself,
“That’s not the kind of thing I do” –
Exactly!:
Encounters with images of nature
lead to the activation of dopamine networks in
the brain,
which animate … exploration and
wonder.^

*Sunil Raheja’s Dancing With Wisdom;
**Karen Armstrong’s A Short History of Myth;
^Dacher Keltner’s Awe.

^^The doodle: After pondering this theme, I heard Jennifer Lopez’s character Kat Valdez, in Marry Me, deliver this line.

Finding our way

The sages taught their disciples to look within themselves for truth and not to rely on the teachings of priests, and other religious experts.*
Karen Armstrong

Before we conclude that truth lies within
everyone,
It is important to note that we must first be a
disciple, a padawan –
One submitting and embracing a discipline, a way, a school, an order;
Formal or informal does not matter,
Only that we are seekers of truth in mind, heart, and
body:
Myth has always demanded action.*

*Karen Armstrong’s A Short History of Myth.

It’s your move

Evolution favours species that move their bodies in the way they were meant to move.*
Dacher Keltner

Flow is a symptom of the work we’re doing, not the cause of it.**
Seth Godin

Sunil Raheja offers four signs of
egocentricity:
We compare ourselves with others;
We are defensive;
We need to display our brilliance;
We need to be liked and accepted.^

Our movements become unnatural and
distorted, and whilst we need to develop ego
to become an independent person,
When we become stuck in our individuality,
It’s like dragging a ball and chain.

Interdependence frees us into who we are
uniquely,
To immerse ourselves in what
we must do
and bring to others,
And to value how we
could not do this without each other:
Near the end of March 1845,
I borrowed an axe and went
down to the woods
by Walden Pond …
It is difficult to begin without
borrowing.^^

*Dacher Keltner’s Awe;
**Seth Godin’s The Practice;
^Sunil Raheja’s Dancing With Wisdom;
^^Henry David Thoreau, from Lewis Hyde’s Common As Air.

The story library

That’s what humans do: We make and remake our stories, abandoning the ones that no longer fit and trying on new ones for size.*
Katherine May

As our circumstances change, we need to tell our stories differently in order to bring out their timeless truth.**
Karen Armstrong

This adapting, unfolding, growing nature
of story is really
important for me to embrace right now:
I am newly retired,
I have moved my home two hundred miles,
Yet there is something I must do –
My timeless truth – and
I must do all I can to keep sight of this,
So I keep coming to this quiet place
each morning to
reimagine:
I thought of the old Latin root of the word desire,
meaning de sider
of the stars. 
To have a desire in your life literally means
to keep your star in sight,
to follow a glimmer,
a beacon,
a disappearing will-o’-the-wisp
over the horizon into someplace you cannot yet
fully imagine.^

*Katherine May’s Wintering;
**Karen Armstrong’s A Short History of Myth;
^David White’s Crossing the Unknown Sea.

It’s a potential clue

The whole idea is that you’ve got to bring out again that which you went to recover, the unrealised, unutilised potential in yourself.*
Joseph Campbell

I thought of the old Latin root of the word desire, meaning de sider, of the stars. To have a desire in your life literally means to keep your star in sight, to follow a glimmer, a beacon, a disappearing will-o’-the-wisp over the horizon into someplace you cannot yet fully imagine.**
David Whyte

The thing about potential is
we won’t know what it really is –
It begins with a desire, but then we must
set out to release it, to
realise it,
And much can change on the journey:
How vain it is to sit down to
write when you have not stood up
to live.
Methinks that the moment my
legs begin to move,
my thoughts begin to
flow.^

Potential takes us on a wilder journey
of mythological proportions
towards that unimaginable someplace.

*Joseph Campbell’s The Hero’s Journey;
**David Whyte’s Crossing the Unknown Sea;
^Henry David Thoreau, from Annie Murphy Paul’s The Extended Mind.

In the beginning

Art is what we call it when we are able to create something new that changes someone.*
Seth Godin

Our society does not teach us how to be an effective giver of gifts. The schools don’t emphasise it. The popular culture its confused by it.**
David Brooks

The possibility of beginning again –
Just sounds too good to be true –
Yet beginnings are the gift I long to bring –
It’s the receiving that is the hardest thing.

*Seth Godin’s The Practice;
**David Brooks’ The Second Mountain.

The force

Puhpowee, she explained, translates as “the force which forces mushrooms to push up from the earth overnight.*
Robin Wall Kimmerer

Not for mushrooms, but
there’s a kind of puhpowee force
that drives each of us to bring an
elegant solution into the world
to meet some problem that has
caught our attention;
How would you describe yours?

*Robin Wall Kimmerer’s Braiding Sweetgrass.